this is totally a rant!!

I hate to be hypocrite!

y n y on earth i just cant be the true me whenever im wif the person dat i really2 "DISLIKE"
for a reason, i just feel like im a jerk for not out stand myself whenever i had this oppurtunity to dealt with! now u can see how loser i am for deceiving myself!
for how long i can keep my volcano from burst, this i dont know. but, i dont want to end up with tears coz i hate to be weak in front of dis a** h***

WATSOEVER LA! crap!